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Shall I………………..

Where do I start ???,never did I expect to see myself graduate from one of the most respected University in India which emphasised a lot on Values and Spirtiuality.The standing testimony to the above fact would be the entrance of our Institute where we had the privilege of playing salutations to the “LORD OF WISIDOM” before starting of the proceedings in the college and on top you would find the sculpture of “GODDESS OF KNOWLEDGE”.Shall I tell you about the ever smiling idol of a small boy playing a flute in a pond where we used to walk and run around in our hostel.Shall I tell you about the Suprabhatam (morning hymn to wake up the lord), where we sat in a line representing our respective rooms where some used to snoar and some chanting which led to great fusion early in the morning around 5:30(IST).Shall I tell you about the hot cup of tea/raggi malt (an Indian energizing drink) which used to get over within a fraction of time,while the boys who were late would feel dejected.Shall I tell you about the whistle which terrorized us and made us run helter skelter to the ground and in the process we some getting punished(Frog jumps,crawling etc-which used to be fun).Shall I tell you about the phrases which rings in my ears even now when I think of jogging-KALDA BODIES!!!.Shall I tell you about the sprint which used to take place from the ground to the hostel for a bucket of hot water.Shall I tell you about the bang -bang-bang-bang on the doors of the bathroom,”HOW MUCH TIME???,IAM AFTER YOU,NO SOMEONE HAS ALREADY TOLD ME”.Shall I tell you about the verbal fights for bath or shall I tell about how we used to read the newspaper with each pulling for one page.Shall I tell you about about the breakfast which watered our mouths and the hospitality of serving which was entrusted upon us.

It’s 09:15am ,shall I tell you about the prayerhall where we used to start of our proceedings for the day in our college with each day being represented different form of arts(music,vedic hymns,enigmatic orators,special series of hindu mythlogical characters,etc).Shall I tell you about our lectures which was taught by the finest lecturers in the country.Shall I tell you about how we were intoxicated by having a heavy lunch.Shall I tell you about the intensity of our games(individual and sports).

Shall I tell you about the sooting bhajans which used to relax our mind.Shall I tell you about our delicious dinner which was very limited for some.Shall I tell you about our study hours with warden summoning a few for a warning.Shall I tell you about the creamy milk and the Television,(some days chapathis).Shall I tell you about the night prayer which was mandatory.Shall I tell you about our warden walking on the terrace and somedays checking in some rooms.

Shall I tell you about the festival days which used to get happiness for many ,as it was time for real delicious food.Shall I tell you about our ever relaxable sundays wherein it was time for eat,play and sleep.Shall I tell you about our night outs so that we were assured of a good grade.Shall I tell you about how enthusiasitc we were to head for a trip to PARTHI.Shall I tell you about the hot tea and Karabath on returning back from our trip.Shall I tell you about sleepless days in our third year for our batch name,with everyone busy trying to project ourselves as the member of”PRACHETAS-BATCH OF 2007″.Shall I tell you about our sports meet which involved a lot of rigourious preparations(celestial rhythms,bike stunts,traditional marital arts,dragon dance,etc).Shall I tell you about watching the finest actors of our college portraying the finest play of Indian tradition.Shall I tell you about our law breaking activities in the hostel which led to sleepless nights.Shall I tell you about how we overcame our sorrowness and unitedly we put one of the most celebrated days of all the members of PRACHETAS(3rd years day).Shall I tell you about how tears rolled down when everyone witnessed the documentary entitled “PRACHETAS”.Shall I tell you about the emotions of our last day in the campus where it was a last day for a few of them in the institute and hostel as everyone had to move on with their careers.

All these things have had a lasting impact on our personality.Everyday I take pride in saying that Iam a student of “SRI SATHYA SAI UNIVERSITY,BRINDAVAN CAMPUS”(erstwhile “SRI SATHYA SAI INSTITUTE OF HIGHER LEARNING,BRINDAVAN CAMPUS”) and a member of the batch of “PRACHETAS”,BATCH OF 2004-07.Its real emotional feeling.when I look back at all these things,I just want to have a rewind in my life.Memories are special when you look back at them,Its always good to have experience of both sides of a coin-“HAPPINESS & SORROW”,otherwise your memories wouldn’t have a lasting impact in your life.All my classmates/friends who would play a definite role in the future with their respective careers not only from the education point of view but also from the perspective of the development of CHARACTER.Another ten years down the lane everyone will be settled with thier careers and then it would be fun to have getogether,so that we recollect our “MEMORIES” of the batch “PRACHETAS”.



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“Its all over,Please move on….?”

Introspection for the past two months reveals the following of I ,where I am part of the most ever expanding organization in India,i.e,“Unemployed educated youth of India”.Its been really tough for the past 2 months,especially the month of July ,where I was still in the trauma of all the Incidents that took place in my ex-organization.I couldn’t get over it.It took a huge toll on my mental abilities,every night it used to kill my mind.I just wanted to get over it somehow by just listening to my conscience,sometimes I was successful,where I couldn’t get control I used to have a verbal brawl with one of family members(which consists of 4 excluding me).Even now I get angered when I think of what happened with me for the past 1 year with respect to work life.Everyone suggests me “Its all over ,Please move on…..”

It’s very easy to voice out the above statement,but getting over it is really difficult.The feeling I should have taken revenge, but my conscience keeps telling me “hold on man,that’s not what you should do to others,speak to them politely.Polite speaking ???,people take advantage of that in today’s world,I was fighting it out with my mind in the month of July,couldn’t concentrate on my preparations,managed only 3 hrs of study during the entire month of July,Now I have reached 5 hrs a day on an average with exceptions to some cricket days.I real thank God for giving me the strength to come of the after work trauma.The past one month has been good with respect to my preparations but not up to my expectations.In fact I deleted all my colleagues from my list of friends on Facebook,but added back a few of them.Tears roll down my cheek when I think of my hard work,I wouldn’t have put even 1/3rd of the efforts towards my student life which I did with respect to my work life.Those slogging hours to help the team from 6am to 9pm,but eventually was branded the “BAD BOY”.Sometimes I do feel the past 1 year of work has been the most bad phase of my life.

Now I have come to terms with respect to all my goals,need to start slogging out more for all the entrance exams.I have kept the option of working with a different organization moving till I get into a reputed B-School,surely planning my way into a B-school by next year.Iam expecting my friend Vignesh within a couple of weeks,who is slogging it out in XLRI,Jamshedpur.So planning for a getogether!!!.I really miss all the fun that we had in our hostel life ans those friends who were very straight forward.This post should have been in my blog in the beginning of August ,but I decided to hold it on till today(reasons personnel).I have something big coming up guys,that is ……………………“CAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT”.


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